I was all about my feeling and that put me in a dark place, my pain was taking over and my fear was becoming stronger. I wasn’t able to connect the dots looking forwards, but I was able to connect them looking backwards. I had to trust that somehow the dots will connect towards my future. I had to trust in something whether it was destiny or karma.I had to believe that somehow it will connect to my future.
I built the courage to follow my heart intuition, I stopped following others and stopped living towards their expectations. I had to find what I loved. My work will fill a large part of my life and the only way I can truly be satisfied is to do what I believe is great work. The only way to do great work is to love what I do. I may or may have not found it yet, but I will not stop looking. “Never Settle”- Have the courage to follow your heart intuition. I’ve had my some up and downs, and have realized the human spirit is powerful.
Anyone could feel good when everything is going just fine anyone can be happy then and have a larger vision and have faith under all those kind of circumstances, but the real challenge of growth mentally and emotionally and spiritually comes when you get knocked down. It takes courage to act and part of being hungry is when you have been defeated. It takes courage to start over again. Fear kills dreams, fear kills hope, fear puts you in the hospital, fear can age you. I’ve felt and been through all those types of fears. It held me back from something I know from within myself I was capable of doing, but fear paralyzed me. At the end of my feelings there is nothing, but at the end of every principle there’s a promise. A new view has arise and I let go of all the memories that brought me pain, and smile for the new memories I will gain.
Live your life with passion the last chapter of it, still has not been written. -j.q.